I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  • Lele Pons
    Lele Pons

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    6 giorni fa
  • Laura Schmidt
    Laura Schmidt

    I am your biges fan lele!

    3 giorni fa
  • Eric

    I love you lele pons

    6 giorni fa
  • Jady Clovis
    Jady Clovis

    I love u Lele

    6 giorni fa
  • Sandra Apun
    Sandra Apun

    I loveee youuuu leleeee❤️❤️❤️❤️

    6 giorni fa
  • Chibi Alpaca
    Chibi Alpaca

    Love this video lele

    6 giorni fa
  • Tammie Foreman
    Tammie Foreman

    Lele, you got this!! I have OCD as well, and it does mess with people when they have it. I never, not even in a million years, thought you would have OCD and depression. Your such an amazing, funny and energetic person. You are so brave for coming out about this. Just know, you WILL win over OCD, not the other way around. Show OCD who is boss!! ♥️♥️♥️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

    3 ore fa
  • Anano Ariana123
    Anano Ariana123

    We’re with you Lele,we love you and we wont let the “haters” get to you❤️❤️❤️

    3 ore fa
  • Carl Hopkinson
    Carl Hopkinson

    See a psychiatrist...NOT a psychologist. Psychiatrists can give you ZOLOFT.

    3 ore fa
  • Carl Hopkinson
    Carl Hopkinson

    Take Zoloft (Sertraline). Works like a charm for OCD.

    3 ore fa
  • El Eric Christ
    El Eric Christ

    I think Lele is gorgeous and shouldn’t compare herself.

    3 ore fa
  • Luna

    To the haters: COME AT ME B@#$ To Lele Pons: You is beautiful the way u are don't let the haters hurt your feelings

    3 ore fa
  • mariya voroh
    mariya voroh

    Love you so much ❣❣❣ and really proud of you that you fighting it so hard ❤ you're really strong thank you for sharing it 💋💋💋💋

    3 ore fa
  • Kenya Miller
    Kenya Miller


    3 ore fa
  • Makyia Adams
    Makyia Adams

    As it say in the Bible ye shall not judge or ye will be judge judging is a sin so people should not judge people go through a lot you want know about it don’t judge it leads to a lot of things lele you are strong and beautiful and you will get better just pray to god and he will help you is there for you

    3 ore fa
  • Poop Cheese
    Poop Cheese

    I already love lele, but I didn’t respect her as much as I do now

    3 ore fa
  • garrett

    this didn't make me like her, this made me respect her.

    3 ore fa
  • Kevin McMahon
    Kevin McMahon

    Thank you for sharing your struggles.

    4 ore fa
  • Jorge Garza
    Jorge Garza

    I had no idea but you can do it and we are always here for you 🙂

    4 ore fa
  • BLUXEmilky

    Omg lele dont cry but everybody loves you right❤❤❤

    4 ore fa
  • aouissi yasmine
    aouissi yasmine

    I love you ❤️

    4 ore fa
  • Valeria Rodriguez
    Valeria Rodriguez

    You are so pretty with and without makeup

    4 ore fa
  • Honey Asmr
    Honey Asmr

    I love ya sooo much ❤️❤️

    4 ore fa
  • Ivan Chen
    Ivan Chen

    Wow never knew lele pons had ocd she just looked so normal

    4 ore fa
  • j o c e l y n
    j o c e l y n

    I have OCD but I don’t have severe. My OCD is where I have to do something or something bad is going to happen. It’s almost like I’m making deals with someone in my head. I also do deals to get something “positive” from it, it’s sort of hard but I can sometimes control it.

    4 ore fa
  • CoDeInE _BrAzYs
    CoDeInE _BrAzYs

    That breathing thing you do I still do tell this day have even passed out a couple times lol

    4 ore fa
  • S̸h̸a̸d̸o̸w̸ N̸u̸g̸g̸e̸t̸s̸
    S̸h̸a̸d̸o̸w̸ N̸u̸g̸g̸e̸t̸s̸

    I have never cried like this for so long :(

    4 ore fa

    we love you Lele! Being that vulnerable made me respect you even more! Thank you for sharing!!

    4 ore fa
  • Queen Smith
    Queen Smith

    I'm so sorry I hope ur okie have a great day

    4 ore fa
  • Valentina Camps
    Valentina Camps

    We’ve all done the one minuet no breathing ..... or is that just me

    4 ore fa
  • Jack Steward
    Jack Steward

    Who is this woman ? Who really cares about her life but her close friends and family ? What a narcissist. I thought I might throw up listening to this crappola.

    4 ore fa
  • Eva Rivers Libby
    Eva Rivers Libby

    Try CBD& I honestly think micro dosing, it's a very small amount, it doesn't get you high but does help calm the brain& function better. She might be a good one for this trial.

    4 ore fa
  • Natalie Plays Roblox
    Natalie Plays Roblox

    We love you lele you are the best

    4 ore fa
  • Yaaboi74 GGyoung
    Yaaboi74 GGyoung

    Lele you are amazing your content is awesome I can’t believe you made it this far I have barely made it through this day with my OCD but till I watched this I had faith in me and this helped me Thank you🙏

    4 ore fa
  • Teresa Anne Gacha
    Teresa Anne Gacha

    I have severe OCD and depression too. It makes me so sad that you have it. You deserve so much better! You inspire me so much. Last year, my depression got really bad. Your videos are what cheered me up. They were what made me feel sane. I'm so grateful that you and your videos are a part of my life. I am so glad that I get to look up to you and learn from you. Thank you for everything! Also, remember that there will be haters but there will also be the people who love you for you. I really hope you see this comment and feel better when you see it :)

    4 ore fa
  • Stacy Ingram
    Stacy Ingram

    lisen dont let peopl billy u its just rong

    4 ore fa
  • Xxyesha_ starxX
    Xxyesha_ starxX

    love you lele

    4 ore fa
  • Brit King
    Brit King

    Omg 😭are u ok:(

    4 ore fa
  • treck

    This is so dumb, kinda funny, at first I thought this video was a gag

    4 ore fa
  • Dedrick Jones
    Dedrick Jones

    Lele ur friends will ALWAYS be there for you lele

    4 ore fa
  • ALG0607

    This whole thing is a slap in the face of everyone who actually deals with mental illness.

    4 ore fa
  • Landon Jines
    Landon Jines

    We just going to ignore how the mom wore sunglasses inside?

    4 ore fa
  • Jomeily Batista
    Jomeily Batista

    This actually made me sad ocd I feel so bad like I was going to cry when she said that in her Country she had to put a pillow in her face and try to stay there without breathing . I feel so bad

    4 ore fa
  • jean.n o
    jean.n o

    Some folks are just inconsiderate and irrational, dont let them bother you, just be yourself

    4 ore fa
  • Day6 Fan
    Day6 Fan

    I don’t usually watch her videos, but this video made me respect her. Sometimes she’s so happy and entertaining that I forget she is a human being and has a struggle. Mad respect to you Lele for sharing this

    4 ore fa
  • Landon Jines
    Landon Jines

    I felt like this documentary could’ve just been made into like a 5 minute IT-stream video or something

    4 ore fa
  • Tygarjas Bigstyck
    Tygarjas Bigstyck

    Thank You for sharing who you are through and through. I promise you this video alone has saved lives. In dark moments your humor has brought me relief. I can't even imagine the depths of those you have touched with this offering. The best? You are one of a kind.

    4 ore fa
  • Mercedes Alaman
    Mercedes Alaman

    I don’t have OCD but I struggle with anxiety

    4 ore fa
  • Armie Benjamin
    Armie Benjamin

    Oh wow....I thought this was just another skit...

    4 ore fa
  • One Luv1
    One Luv1

    Try Majick Mushroomz!!!!!

    4 ore fa
  • adrian p
    adrian p

    She's possibly fabricating 🤥 you forgot the 1000 incidences with this girl.

    4 ore fa
  • cian Farrell
    cian Farrell

    Out of touch

    5 ore fa
  • why helo there
    why helo there

    This didn't make me respect her, this made me support her.

    5 ore fa
  • Andrew Whittaker
    Andrew Whittaker

    I applaud your courage and exposing awareness. It's hard but it makes us the best strongest people! Lele Pons

    5 ore fa

    Aww LeLe you need a hug 😢 come here child ❤️

    5 ore fa
  • hairy pickle
    hairy pickle

    Dont do it please

    5 ore fa
  • 미히예쁜

    So now everyone going to like her now??

    5 ore fa
  • Keira Cook
    Keira Cook

    미히예쁜 they may not like her but they respect her, this comment wasn’t necessary. Lele is struggling and I get it I struggle with 3 things she was saying, but for you to take the time just to make this comment is very very sad. She deserves as much love and respect as everyone else

    4 ore fa
  • Alex Castaneda
    Alex Castaneda


    5 ore fa
  • the Christian teen
    the Christian teen

    I love lele. I hope she gets through this

    5 ore fa
  • Fernie Gutierrez
    Fernie Gutierrez

    Let Jesus break those habits and heal your depression because when you accept him u are a new person. I know he broke my habits what makes me different from you?

    5 ore fa
  • Lucian V.
    Lucian V.

    You're such an inspiration Lele. Thank you so very much for sharing this part of you with the world...it really touched my heart and soul. You truly are a strong individual and I just wanted to say I love you. ❤️

    5 ore fa
  • Clarisa Pacheco
    Clarisa Pacheco

    Lele you matter

    5 ore fa
  • Kittygatcha101

    I have bad OCD too

    5 ore fa
  • Justin DeLoach
    Justin DeLoach

    sounds like a spoiled brat that didn't get told no enough when she was younger. Look up Ricky Berwick. You wont hear him bitching about his condition. Stfu Rere Poons

    5 ore fa
  • Moody Kiwi
    Moody Kiwi

    Celebritys are treated like robots, when really they have hearts that break.

    5 ore fa
  • panda 101
    panda 101

    Love you lele💗💗💗💗💗🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

    5 ore fa
  • Wei Yang
    Wei Yang

    Oh cry me a river. I can barely pay my rent.

    5 ore fa
  • Mika Norris
    Mika Norris

    She’s so amazing, sad though. It’s demonic oppression, I’ve seen it before. No doubt about it.

    5 ore fa
  • victoria rao
    victoria rao

    Your every strong lele and be strong don't let the haters ruin anything let them bark because they are just dogs You have So many problems And your not even thinking about your health but your making people happy God bless you and your family❤❤❤❤❤

    5 ore fa
  • lilo Zuniga
    lilo Zuniga

    Aw lele I’m sorry you’re so brave🥺

    5 ore fa
  • Kevin Worley
    Kevin Worley

    Seriously? lol

    5 ore fa
  • victoria andrassy
    victoria andrassy

    Thank you for using your platform for something so important, that so many people struggle with every day

    5 ore fa
  • liliana gutierrez
    liliana gutierrez

    Thank you for opening up and bringing light to this disorder. Many blessing to you. Stay strong Lele.

    5 ore fa
  • shakira Abram
    shakira Abram

    u r forever loved by me always had and always will

    5 ore fa
  • Rapportus5

    Zoloft workd on my OCD. :3

    5 ore fa
  • Paulo Napolitano
    Paulo Napolitano

    You are an awesome young woman!!!!

    5 ore fa
  • Geeze Luizzz
    Geeze Luizzz

    Clicked on here just to say yeah yeah fool someone else

    5 ore fa
  • leah preciado
    leah preciado

    im crying right now

    5 ore fa
  • Kecia Florent
    Kecia Florent

    We love you lele pons

    5 ore fa
  • Emma-Leigh Caboara-Carter
    Emma-Leigh Caboara-Carter

    Omg I feel so bad for you Lele. I also have OCD just not as bad as you.

    5 ore fa
  • NomadicEmcee

    Now everybody in the comment section has OCD 🙄

    5 ore fa
  • Russian_Taiga

    people bully her and dont know how she feels please actually be thankful she didnt kill herself like hana kimura

    5 ore fa
  • Romie Isabelle Ferdinand
    Romie Isabelle Ferdinand

    You're perfect the way you are Lele💖💖💖

    5 ore fa
  • ainsleysane

    You are such an inspiration! Pushing through tough times and making us all happy through it all 😁 thank you and stay strong Ms.Lele!

    5 ore fa
  • Glitter Plays roblox
    Glitter Plays roblox

    I feel like I have OCD but idk if I really do 😭😭

    5 ore fa